“Today we celebrate Saint Lawrence, deacon and martyr, one of the most beloved martyrs of the early Church.
Our Gospel gives us a very simple image: a grain of wheat.
Jesus says: “Unless a grain of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains just a grain of wheat; but if it dies, it produces much fruit.”
A grain of wheat has two possibilities. It can remain safely in your hand. If you keep it there, nothing happens to it—but nothing grows from it either. Or you can put it into the soil. There it disappears. It breaks open. In a sense, it “dies.” But precisely because it dies, new life begins.
Saint Lawrence understood this mystery with his whole life.
And today I would like to share three simple lessons from him.
A life that is given away becomes fruitful
Saint Lawrence lived during the persecution of Christians under the Roman Emperor Valerian in the third century. As a deacon of Rome, Lawrence was entrusted with caring for the poor and administering the resources of the Church.
When Pope Sixtus II was arrested and killed, Lawrence knew that his own death would probably follow. He could have run away. He could have saved himself. But he remained faithful. Eventually, he gave his life for Christ.
The world might look at his death and say, “What a waste.” Jesus looks at it and says, “A grain of wheat has been planted.”
And look at the fruit. Almost eighteen centuries later, we still remember Lawrence. Churches throughout the world bear his name. Generations of Christians have been inspired by his courage.
This is the strange mathematics of the Gospel: What we keep only for ourselves eventually disappears. What we give away in love bears fruit.
Parents understand this. You give your time to your children. You lose sleep for them. You sacrifice your money, your comfort and sometimes even your dreams. At the moment, those sacrifices can feel like something is being taken away from you. But years later, you see the fruit.
The same is true of every Christian life. Every time we sacrifice for someone, every time we forgive, every time we serve when it is inconvenient, another grain of wheat falls into the ground.
Never be afraid of a life that is spent for others. A life given in love is never wasted.
The true treasure of the Church is her people, especially the poor.
There is a beautiful tradition about Saint Lawrence. The Roman authorities believed that the Church possessed great wealth. They ordered Lawrence: “Bring us the treasures of the Church.”
Lawrence asked for some time. Then he gathered the poor, the sick, the widows, the orphans and those being cared for by the Christian community. He brought them before the authorities and said: “These are the treasures of the Church.”
What a powerful statement. The treasures of the Church are not primarily gold, buildings or property. The treasures of the Church are people. And especially those whom the world sometimes considers unimportant.
This is particularly significant because Lawrence was a deacon. The word deacon comes from diakonia—service. Lawrence teaches us that Christianity is not simply about what happens inside the church. If our worship does not lead us to love the poor, something is missing. If receiving Jesus in the Eucharist does not help us recognize Jesus in the hungry, the sick, the lonely and the forgotten, something is missing.
Jesus says: “Whoever serves me must follow me.”
Notice: Jesus does not say, “Whoever serves me must admire me.” He says: “Follow me.”
And where does Jesus go? Toward people who are suffering. Toward sinners. Toward the forgotten. Toward the Cross. Saint Lawrence followed Him there.
So perhaps we should ask ourselves today: Who are the treasures of the Church entrusted to us? Maybe it is an elderly person nobody visits. A struggling family. A child who cannot afford an education. A sick neighbor. Someone who simply needs to know that he or she has not been forgotten.
Saint Lawrence reminds us: Whenever we care for them, we are touching the treasures of Christ.
Don’t simply die for Christ. Live for Christ.
Saint Lawrence is remembered because he died a martyr. Tradition tells us that he was subjected to a terrible death, being burned on a gridiron.
There is even the famous story that, during his suffering, Lawrence retained his sense of humor and told his executioners: “Turn me over. I am done on this side.”
Whether every detail of that story happened exactly that way is difficult to establish historically. But the tradition tells us something important about how Christians remembered Lawrence: He was not afraid. Why? Because Lawrence had already given his life to Christ long before the executioners took it from him.
And perhaps this is the most important lesson for us. Most of us will probably never be asked to die as martyrs. But every Christian is asked to live as a martyr—to give ourselves little by little.
Sometimes martyrdom is dramatic. But often Christian sacrifice is very ordinary. Getting up early to care for your family. Being patient with a difficult person. Choosing honesty when cheating would be easier. Forgiving someone even when the wound is deep. Remaining faithful to your vocation when you are tired. Giving time to someone who cannot repay you. These are our little deaths. These are the grains of wheat we plant every day.
Jesus says: “Whoever loves his life loses it, and whoever hates his life in this world will preserve it for eternal life.”
Jesus is not telling us to hate life. He is teaching us not to cling to life selfishly. Because the purpose of life is not simply to preserve it. The purpose of life is to give it.
That is what Jesus did on the Cross. That is what Saint Lawrence did in martyrdom. And that is what every Christian is called to do through love.
Final Words
My dear brothers and sisters, one day our life on earth will end. And when that day comes, the most important question will not be: “How much did I accumulate?” Perhaps the better question will be: “How much of myself did I give away in love?”
The grain kept safely in the hand remains only one grain. But the grain that falls into the earth and dies produces much fruit.
Saint Lawrence was willing to become that grain of wheat. May we have the courage to do the same—not necessarily by shedding our blood, but by giving our lives, little by little, in loving service to God and to one another.
Saint Lawrence, deacon and martyr, pray for us. Amen.”